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new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)- 第22部分


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Not human beings。 
〃If this is how you're going to react; I'll freak out more often。〃 Jacob's 
voice was light; normal again; and 
his laughter rumbled against my ear。 His fingers touched my hair; soft and 
tentative。 
Well; it was friendship for me。 
I pulled away quickly; laughing with him; but determined to put things back in 
perspective at once。 
〃It's hard to believe I'm two years older than you;〃 I said; emphasizing the 
word older。 〃You make me 
feel like a dwarf。〃 Standing this close to him; I really had to crane my neck 
to see his face。 
〃You're forgetting I'm in my forties; of course。〃 
〃Oh; that's right。〃 
He patted my head。 〃You're like a little doll;〃 he teased。 〃A porcelain doll。〃 
I rolled my eyes; taking another step away。 〃Let's not start with the albino 
cracks。〃 
〃Seriously; Bella; are you sure you're not?〃 He stretched his russet arm out 
next to mine。 The difference 
wasn't flattering。 〃I've never seen anyone paler than you well; except for—
〃 He broke off; and I 
looked away; trying to not understand what he had been about to say。 
〃So are we going to ride or what?〃 
〃Let's do it;〃 I agreed; more enthusiastic than I would have been half a 
minute ago。 His unfinished 
sentence reminded me of why I was here。
 8。 ADRENALINE
〃OKAY; WHERE'S YOUR CLUTCH?〃 
I pointed to the lever on my left handlebar。 Letting go of the grip was a 
mistake。 The heavy bike wobbled 
underneath me; threatening to knock me sidewise。 I grabbed the handle again; 
trying to hold it straight。 
〃Jacob; it won't stay up;〃 I plained。 
〃It will when you're moving;〃 he promised。 〃Now where's your brake?〃 
〃Behind my right foot。〃 
〃Wrong。〃 
He grabbed my right hand and curled my fingers around the lever over the 
throttle。 
〃But you said—〃 
〃This is the brake you want。 Don't use the back brake now; that's for later; 
when you know what you're 
doing。〃 
〃That doesn't sound right;〃 I said suspiciously。 〃Aren't both brakes kind of 
important?〃 
〃Forget the back brake; okay? Here—〃 He wrapped his hand around mine and made 
me squeeze the 
lever down。 〃That is how you brake。 Don't forget。〃 He squeezed my hand another 
time。 
〃Fine;〃 I agreed。 
〃Throttle?〃 
I twisted the right grip。 
〃Gearshift?〃 
I nudged it with my left calf。 
〃Very good。 I think you've got all the parts down。 Now you just have to get 
itmoving。〃 
〃Uh…huh;〃 I muttered; afraid to say more。 My stomach was contorting strangely 
and I thought my voice 
might crack。 I was terrified。 I tried to tell myself that the fear was 
pointless。 I'd already lived through the 
worst thing possible。 In parison with that; why should anything frighten me 
now? I should be able to 
look death in the face and laugh。 
My stomach wasn't buying it。 
I stared down the long stretch of dirt road; bordered by thick misty green on 
every side。 The road was 
sandy and damp。 Better than mud。 
〃I want you to hold down the clutch;〃 Jacob instructed。 
I wrapped my fingers around the clutch。 
〃Now this is crucial; Bella;〃 Jacob stressed。 〃Don't let go of that; okay? I 
want you to pretend that I've 
handed you a live grenade。 The pin is out and you are holding down the spoon。〃 
I squeezed tighter。 
〃Good。 Do you think you can kick…start it?〃 
〃If I move my foot; I will fall over;〃 I told him through gritted teeth; my 
fingers tight around my live 
grenade。 
〃Okay; I'll do it。 Don't let go of the clutch。〃 
He took a step back; and then suddenly slammed his foot down on the pedal。 
There was a short ripping 
noise; and the force of his thrust rocked the bike。 I started to fall 
sideways; but Jake caught the bike 
before it knocked me to the ground。 
〃Steady there;〃 he encouraged。 〃Do you still have the clutch?〃 
〃Yes;〃 I gasped。 
〃Plant your feet—I'm going to try again。〃 But he put his hand on the back of 
the seat; too; just to be safe。 
It took four more kicks before the ignition caught。 I could feel the bike 
rumbling beneath me like an angry 
animal。 I gripped the clutch until my fingers ached。 
〃Try out the throttle;〃 he suggested。 〃Very lightly。 And don't let go of the 
clutch。〃 
Hesitantly; I twisted the right handle。 Though the movement was tiny; the bike 
snarled beneath me。 It 
sounded angry and hungry now。 Jacob smiled in deep satisfaction。 
〃Do you remember how to put it into first gear?〃 he asked。 
〃Yes。〃 
〃Well; go ahead and do it。〃 
〃Okay。〃 
He waited for a few seconds。 
〃Left foot;〃 he prompted。 
〃I know;〃 I said; taking a deep breath。 
〃Are you sure you want to do this?〃 Jacob asked。 〃You look scared。〃 
〃I'm fine;〃 I snapped。 I kicked the gearshift down one notch。 
〃Very good;〃 he praised me。 〃Now; very gently; ease up on the clutch。〃 
He took a step away from the bike。 
〃You want me to let go of the grenade?〃 I asked in disbelief。 No wonder he was 
moving back。 
〃That's how you move; Bella。 Just do it little by little。〃 
As I began to loosen my grip; I was shocked to be interrupted by a voice that 
did not belong to the boy 
standing next to me。 
〃This is reckless and childish and idiotic; Bella;〃 the velvet voice fumed。 
〃Oh!〃 I gasped; and my hand fell off the clutch。 
The bike bucked under me; yanking me forward and then collapsing to the ground 
half on top of me。 The 
growling engine choked to a stop。 
〃Bella?〃 Jacob jerked the heavy bike off me with ease。 〃Are you hurt?〃 
But I wasn't listening。 
〃I told you so;〃 the perfect voice murmured; crystal clear。 
〃Bella?〃 Jacob shook my shoulder。 
〃I'm fine;〃 I mumbled; dazed。 
More than fine。 The voice in my head was back。 It still rang in my ears—soft; 
velvety echoes。 
My mind ran swiftly through the possibilities。 There was no familiarity here—
on a road I'd never seen; 
doing something I'd never done before—no deja vu So the hallucinations must 
be triggered by something 
else I felt the adrenaline coursing through my veins again; and I thought I 
had the answer。 Some 
bination of adrenaline and danger; or maybe just stupidity。 
Jacob was pulling me to my feet。 
〃Did you hit your head?〃 he asked。 
〃I don't think so。〃 I shook it back and forth; checking。 〃I didn't hurt the 
bike; did I?〃 This thought worried 
me。 I was anxious to try again; right away。 Being reckless was paying off 
better than I'd thought。 Forget 
cheating。 Maybe I'd found a way to generate the hallucinations—that was much 
more important。 
〃No。 You just stalled the engine;〃 Jacob said; interrupting my quick 
speculations。 〃You let go of the clutch 
too fast。〃 
I nodded。 〃Let's try again。〃 
〃Are you sure?〃 Jacob asked。 
〃Positive。〃 
This time I tried to get the kick…start myself。 It was plicated; I had to 
jump a little to slam down on 
the pedal with enough force; and every time I did that; the bike tried to 
knock me over。 Jacob's hand 
hovered over the handlebars; ready to catch me if I needed him。 
It took several good tries; and even more poor tries; before the engine caught 
and roared to life under 
me。 Remembering to hold on to the grenade; I revved the throttle 
experimentally。 It snarled at the 
slightest touch。 My smile mirrored Jacob's now。 
〃Easy on the clutch;〃 he reminded me。 
〃Do you want to kill yourself; then? Is that what this is about?〃 the other 
voice spoke again; his tone 
severe。 
I smiled tightly—it was still working—and ignored the questions。 Jacob 
wasn't going to let anything 
serious happen to me。 
〃Go home to Charlie;〃 the voice ordered。 The sheer beauty of it amazed me。 I 
couldn't allow my memory 
to lose it; no matter the price。 
〃Ease off slowly;〃 Jacob encouraged me。 
〃I will;〃 I said。 It bothered me a bit when I realized I was answering both of 
them。 
The voice in my head growled against the roar of the motorcycle。 
Trying to focus this time; to not let the voice startle me again; I relaxed my 
hand by tiny degrees。 
Suddenly; the gear caught and wrenched me forward。 
And I was flying。 
There was wind that wasn't there before; blowing my skin against my skull and 
flinging my hair back 
behind me with enough force that it felt like someone was tugging on it。 I'd 
left my stomach back at the 
starting point; the adrenaline coursed through my body; tingling in my veins。 
The trees raced past me; 
blurring into a wall of green。 
But this was only first gear。 My foot itched toward the gearshift as I twisted 
for more gas。 
〃No; Bella!〃 the angry; honey…sweet voice ordered in my ear。 〃Watch what 
you're doing!〃 
It distracted me enough from the speed to realize that the road was starting a 
slow curve to the left; and I 
was still going straight。 Jacob hadn't told me how to turn。 
〃Brakes; brakes;〃 I muttered to myself; and I instinctively slammed down with 
my right foot; like I would 
in my truck。 
The bike was suddenly unstable underneath me; shivering first to one side and 
then the other。 It was 
dragging me toward the green wall; and I was going too fast。 I tried to turn 
the handlebar the other 
direction; and the sudden shift of my weight pushed the bike toward the 
ground; still spinning toward the 
trees。 
The motorcycle landed on top of me again; roaring loudly; pulling me across 
the wet sand until it hit 
something stationary。 I couldn't see。 My face was mashed into the moss。 I 
tried to lift my head; but there 
was something in the way。 
I was dizzy and confused。 It sounded like there were three things snarling—
the bike over me; the voice in 
my head; and something else 
〃Bella!〃 Jacob yelled; and I heard the roar of the other bike cut off。 
The motorcycle no longer pinned me to the ground; and I rolled over to 
breathe。 All the growling went 
silent。 
〃Wow;〃 I murmured。 I was thrilled。 This had to be it; the recipe for a 
hallucination—adrenaline plus 
clanger plus stupidity。 Something close to that; anyway。 
〃Bella!〃 Jacob was crouching over me anxiously。 〃Bella; are you alive?〃 
〃I'm great!〃 I enthused。 I flexed my arms and legs。 Everything seemed to be 
working correctly。 〃Let's do 
itagain。〃 
〃I don't think so。〃 Jacob still sounded worried。 〃I think I'd better drive you 
to the hospital first。〃 
〃I'mfine。〃 
〃Um; Bella? You've got a huge cut on your forehead; and it's gushing blood;〃 
he informed me。 
I clapped my hand over my head。 Sure enough; it was wet and sticky。 I could 
smell nothing but the damp 
moss on my face; and that held off the nausea。 
〃Oh; I'm so sorry; Jacob。〃 I pushed hard against the gash; as if I could force 
the blood back inside my 
head。 
〃Why are you apologizing for bleeding?〃 he wondered as he wrapped a long arm 
around my waist and 
pulled me to my feet。 〃Let's go。 I'll drive。〃 He held out his hand for the 
keys。 
〃What about the bikes?〃 I asked; handing them over。 
He thought for a second。 〃Wait here。 And take this。〃 He pulled off his T…
shirt; already spotted with 
blood; and threw it to me。 I wadded it up and held it tightly to my forehead。 
I was starting to smell the 
blood; I breathed deeply through my mouth and tried to concentrate on 
something else。 
Jacob jumped on the black motorcycle; kicked it to a start in one try; and 
raced back down the road; 
spraying sand and pebbles behind him。 He looked athletic and professional as 
he leaned over the 
handlebars; head
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