could let him give her a little tiny kiss to remember her by and then just forget about it forever。
She shrugged her bony shoulders and turned to offer up her smooth； delicately sun…freckled
cheek； making it quite clear that Mr。 Beckham wasn？t about to get any lip action。
He took a step forward and placed a careful kiss in the middle of her cheek； like a stamp。 ？Tant
pis；？ he breathed wistfully and then flung open the darkroom curtains； as if to let her know that he
had no intention of molesting her any further。
Guess he didn？t care much about exposing his film。
？Adieu； Serena。？
In the hall just outside the darkroom； Mrs。 M stood dressed in her favorite red； white； and blue
Talbots linen pantsuit with Ms。 D？Agostino； the mousy freshman Spanish teacher； who was
holding a gold metal tin full of chocolate truffles。 ？Ooh； you little she…devil！？ Mrs。 M cooed
delightedly as she popped a truffle into her mouth。 Then she noticed Serena and her brown eyes
grew wide； like a child caught with her hand in the cookie jar。
Serena fought back a fit of giggles； suddenly feeling like a balloon with too much air in it。 How
bizarre life was。 She grinned at Mrs。 M and snatched a truffle from the tin as she hurried toward
the school exit。
Oh； the things we seniors get away with。 Now； run； baby；run！！
N？s new drug of choice
The final lacrosse team party of the year was in the St。 Jude？s gym； which was kind of lame；
since it was like eighty degrees outside； and a party in the park would have been much better。 But
the boys were all underage； and so a few six…packs in the gym and some pizza was all Coach
Michaels would allow。 Besides； the boys had all gotten high at Jeremy Scott Tompkinson？s house
beforehand and would all go on to get trashed someplace else afterwards； so what did it matter？
Nate picked at his pizza and squeezed his eyelids shut。 The last lax party of the year。 The last lax
partyever 。 Damn。 The tears were already beginning to fall。
The gym was up on the roof of the six…story East End Avenue redbrick school building； with
giant plate glass windows overlooking the shimmering East River and Queens。 One afternoon near
the end of tenth grade； Nate； Jeremy； Anthony Avuldsen； and Charlie Dern had volunteered to put
away the gear after lax practice。 They？d hung out for a while shooting hoops and then hidden from
Rick； the janitor； behind the giant metal rack where the balls were stored。 When Rick was done
and the lights went out； they？d lined up in front of the windows？right where Nate was standing
now？watched the sun set； smoked some weed； and eaten Starbursts until nine。 An alarm had gone
off when they finally left the building； but they？d sprinted to Carl Schurz Park a few blocks away
and had never gotten caught。 That had been a good time。 Now the good times were about to be
over。 Maybe they already were。
Nate？s eyes scanned the horizon above the silvery water and low industrial buildings。
Somewhere southwest of Queens was Williamsburg； Brooklyn； where Blair lived now。 He
wondered what she was doing。 Standing on her roof； maybe； smoking a Merit Ultra Light and
sticking thumbtacks into the little voodoo dolls she？d probably made of him and Serena。
Don？t flatter yourself； honey。
Nate flicked the tears away from his gorgeous green eyes with his thumb and dropped his barely
touched slice of pepperoni pizza into the garbage。 Anthony came over； slung his thick…muscled
arm around Nate？s shoulders； and kissed him on the cheek with mock tenderness。 ？What？s the
matter； sweetheart？？
？Fuck off；？ Nate replied； jabbing Anthony in the ribs。
His friend refused to be shaken off so easily。 ？Will you just drink a beer with us and stop moping
already？？ An overgrown hank of white…blond hair swung over Anthony？s freckled face and he
brushed it away。 ？Dude； it？s party time！？
Nate laughed and allowed himself to be shepherded over to where the other guys were standing；
drinking beer and listening to the coach talk。 Jeremy hitched up his way…too…big dark blue Levi？s
and tossed Nate a bottle of Heineken。 ？Hey； did you hear this？ Every Wednesday after practice
Coach has been popping Viagra and meeting his wife at the Pierre Hotel。？ He cracked open
another bottle for himself and took a long swig。 ？Who would have thunk。？
Coach Michaels stuck his hands into the pockets of his ever…present red Lands？ End windbreaker；
looking pleased with himself。 ？Who says we can？t enjoy ourselves？？
Nate raised his bottle in silent answer to the coach？s question and chugged half its contents。
Coach Michaels had all the gruff； fatherly qualities a guy could wish for in a coach； but Nate had
never had much affection for him。 The coach had made him captain halfway into the season only
because the junior who was supposed to be captain went mysteriously AWOL from school。 And
the coach had yet to congratulate Nate on getting into Yale； Brown；and Harvard。 It didn？t surprise
Nate that the coach needed Viagra to get it on。 He was sort of a cold fish。
Not that Nate was one to judge。 After the trunk show at the St。 Claire that morning Serena had
been all over him； but instead of working up a sweat with her as the cab zoomed up Park Avenue；
all he？d been able to do was look out at the grassy divider running down the center of the street；
weeping because the heat had caused the red and yellow tulips to scatter their blossoms and wilt。
Guess the tulips weren？t the only things wilting。
Coach Michaels started on a tear about how minivans were actually the sexiest cars on the road
because they had two sets of backseats。 Nate sipped his beer as he reevaluated the coach。 Even in
his stupid red Lands？ End jacket he was healthy； sharp； and vital。 No one ever caughthim crying
like a girl at the slightest thing。 Maybe a little Viagra was exactly what Nate needed。
Oh； no。
Nate finished off his beer and set the bottle down on the long white collapsible table the school
kitchen staff had set up for the party。 Then he turned and headed toward the physical education
staff office on the other side of the gym； next to the guys？ locker room。 Everyone would think he
was just taking a piss。
When in fact ？
On Coach？s desk was an eight…by…ten photo…portrait of his wife； Patricia。 She looked a little like
Jennifer Aniston with wrinkles and a dyed…auburn pageboy haircut。 Small and leathery； in a
magenta…colored Lands？ End for Ladies version of Coach？s jacket； her brown eyes were shining
and her pink； lipstick…free lips were parted in a broad； happy smile。 Her teeth were so white they
had to be fake； and Nate wondered if she took them out during those Viagra…induced escapades at
the Pierre Hotel。
The P。E。 department office smelled like stale potato chips and feet。 A huge stack of old
magazines was on the floor； topped with the swimsuit issue； which sported a picture of some
impossibly hot Brazilian chick wearing nothing but what looked like a chain…mail thong。 Her
freckled arms hugged her bare chest casually； and she was laughing at the camera； as if to
say； ？Dare me to drop my arms！？
Nate was tempted to pick the magazine up and check it out but he resisted； pulling open the wide
drawer beneath Coach？s green metal desktop instead。 The drawer was a mess； full of those small
foil bags of honey…roasted peanuts they pass out on airplanes； bottles of whiteout； bulldog clips；
Advil； ice packs； and various vials of prescription medicine。 Nate sorted through them until he
found the one he was looking for。 Casually； he dropped it in his Brooks Brothers khakis pocket
and slipped out of the office。
The other boys were still listening to the coach brag about how many times he？d gotten his wife
pregnant。
？I was already married by the time I was your age；？ the coach was saying。
？Whoa；？Nate？s teammates murmured in horror。
Actually； being already married to Blair might have saved him a lot of trouble； Nate thought a
little nonsensically。
Right。 Like being married would have kept him from cheating on her？
？Yo； Babes！？ Jeremy shouted over to Nate。 He hitched up his jeans and grabbed another
Heineken out of the cooler。 ？You got a girl hiding in the bathroom or what？？
The other boys looked up expectantly。 Despite being a dumb； handsome jock just like the rest of
them； Nate always managed to deliver the most surprises。 The mere fact that he？d managed to bag
both Blair Waldorfand Serena van der Woodsen had raised his status to near…godlike。
Nate smiled weakly and held out his hands； motioning for Jeremy to toss him another beer。 If
they could have seen what was in his pocket； they would have been very surprised indeed。
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First Edition： May 2005
The characters and events in this book are fictitious。 Any similarity to real persons； living or dead；
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When caught between two evils； I generally like to take the one I never tried。
？Mae West
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hey people！
June is right around the corner and New York City is like a burning Diptyque candle： hot and
smelly； beautiful and bright。 It？s getting dark so late now； we can？t tell the difference between
night and day。 Not that we care。 At this time of year our turf？also known as the Upper East Side？is
virtually parent…free。 They？re far too busy with polo matches and garden parties； tennis matches
and golf games up at our country houses in Ridgefield； Connecticut； Bridgehampton； Long Island；
Newport； Rhode Island； or Mt。 Desert Isle； Maine； leaving us to rule the town。 Not that we
everstopped ruling the town。 Our names have been at the top of the guest list at every exclusive
restaurant； club； and hotel in Manhattan since the day we were born。 We move in clusters；
dominating the scene uptown and downtown； east and west。 The entire island is and always has
beenours ； but with June es graduation； and for us seniors that means saying good…bye。 But
let？s not get all sappy and dreary。 Now？s the time to really make our mark。 If we get what we
want for graduation； pretty soon we？ll all have cars。 It？s our turn to be louder and more obnoxious
and more beautiful than ever？honk； honk！！ And with no one around to disapprove （as if we care）；
it？s time to seriously misbehave。
Five reasons to party harder than we ever have in our lives：
1） Studying for finals is deathly boring。
2） It？s almost summer！
3） We deserve it！！
4） The AC is cranked so high； we have to findsome way to keep warm？nudge； nudge。
5） It？s our last chance。 Most of us will be going aw